So, here i sit in my brand new place and I cant be happier...though i think that i actually could. Its been stressful and there have been some major arguments, some bickering, attitudes and the like and i can honestly say that im looking forward to the end of the move and everything situated where i want it to be because if i have to here "shes doing this to piss me off....." or "I had to get into his face because of....." ONE more time, so help me Goddess, Im seriously going to snap.
We haven't even been here for two full days yet and her friggin son DRAWS all over Lilia's walls. She tells me shes going to get a magic eraser and clean it off but i doubt it...I cant wait until they are gone. honestly. I am SOOOOOOOOO over this. Ive had it for the last few months really with the screaming baby and now Glenn NOT listening in the slightest bit at all....I'm literally tired of living with people other then my kids.
Then, of course, with Valentine's Day tomorrow and Dave not having ANY money as usual, i know I'm not getting squat from him............AGAIN. i don't remember the last present that i have gotten from him...........oh, yes i do. My birthday.................THREE AND A HALF YEARS AGO.
I am so tired of being taken advantage of. I have let my best friend and her three kids live here for rent free and i havent gotten anything but attitude and fighting and ive had to change the way that i raise MY children because "its not fair for HER children that MY children get to do yada yada yada..." Really? My children are older and ALOT smarter then hers. UGH. Im so done with this. We just CANT live together.
Not to mention Dave...i honestly think he married me because he didnt want to be alone and didnt want to have to work anymore. Ive told him this before and he denies it but its how i feel. i havent been happy for a really long time.
